Oh damn :$$

Hello
I really don't feel like writing for days, but somebody needs to update this thing :p
Well my bf broke up with me, I'm fine, I understood, we're better like best friends. It hurts a little, but I'm a strong women :D
Tomorrow is my maths exam, damn, I hadn't study anything :$
Whateveeeeeeeer :3
I wanna meet one of those movie guys, hot, beautiful, sensitive, sexy amd much much more. Why we don't have that here ???? :oo
I look around and most of them are ugly :$$
Portugal sucks
I wanna go to Californiiiiiiia, will someone take me there pls ?? I'm in need o.O
I'm leaving my blog now ((:
Kisses :*
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One Exam To Go

Here I am again, but this time with one less exam :D Yeeeeeeeeeei
I was really nervous, shaking but it was quite easy, it was kind of silly, looking behind now :$
Whatever, what matters is that it went alright, that's it.
My boyfriend is better from whatever he had, he is normal now.
For a few days I was talking to him the way he talked to me, cold and distante, I guess it worked. Good, because as I already said, I'm a very unpacient person.
Leaving that theme, because I really don't want to talk about it. There is just one exam left :D
Maths -.-
Well I don't really need to study, my marks are good, it just enters in my head and even if I'm not paying attention I understand it, wich is really weird, but I don't mind, 'cause I can be distracted and listen at the same time. Awesome :D
Well bye, I don't have anything more to write, sorry :$

Boring.

I'm BORED.
Damn damn damn what I do to have you near <3
Still listening to Avril ._.
Guess what I'm alone, somebody join me please ? 

Aaaaaaaaaaaaask ((:

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Get to know me better or you can insult me like other people, I don't care (:
I'm just bored, I really need to find something to do.
Seriously I'm going crazy

I wish you were here :$
The song just ended :3
Next:
When you're gone, love it xx
Sad songs for a sad girl, right ?
That's life and you know what ?
LIFE'S A BITCH.

This song is for my father, I always remind him when I hear it (:
He passed away when I was 7, I miss him so much :(

" And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breath I need to feel you here
With me yeaaaaaaaaaaaah
When you're gone 
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
will always get me through the day
And make it okay I miss you "
:(((
Love you Dad <3

Dead or alive ?

I really wanna cry.
My life makes no sense, seriously I don't know what to do anymore to feel loved, nobody cares about me. 
I miss my best friend and my boyfriend, obviously he doesn't, girls, girls and more girls, he doesn't need me.
Yesterday he told me he hasn't talked to me in a few days because he was not feeling okay, he was angry at his younger brothers, they were making him go insane, I understand that, I really do. What I don't understand is that he has been talking to girls, it's totally fine. I don't give a shit, I'm done trying and suffering, I'm fucking done.
I feel dead you know the feeling ? I fell like nobody needs me, nobody cares about me and nobody wants me.
So I'm just listening to Avril Lavigne, and drown my sorrows.
Am I even alive ?  Who cares anyway ...

Just like Titanic

I'm quite sad :( I don't know particularly why, I miss my boyfriend, I really do and makes me more sad because I think he doesn't miss me back, maybe I'm just paranoid. My mind is spining and I don't seem to find answers anywhere, I mean I think he likes, but not enough to love, and it makes me sad. Since the moment we first kiss I felt something weird, strange and not appropriate because I had a boyfriend (the old one). I think I already loved him but just hadn't figured out.
For months people told me every day, someone came to me and said "he loves you, can't you see that?", I never saw that, we were best friends, but other people saw more than I could, and we kissed I actually thought it was true, but now we are dating, and guess what ? I don't feel it, I think he sees me as a friend, I don't like the feeling, I like to feel the love, the care, kisses etc.. He does that but I think it's like friends, and it hurts, I wanna vry, but I can't, the damn tear doesn't want to fall, I'm freaking out.
I guess I'm going down just like Titanic.

Perfect *-*

Halooooo :D
Perfect day, I mean, kind of..
Went to the prep class in the morning -.-
But my bestie invited me and my boyfriend (we are all best friends) to go well no place particularly, just hang out ;)
It was awsome, best friend, boyfriend, do I need anything else ?
Well my period would be great, it is 2 weeks late, and I'm going crazy, i'm always mad and grumpy, nobody can stand me, and worst I'm not hungry, both of 'em were a pain in my ass today 'cause of it -.- I know they are just worried, but if I eat I throw up. By the way I'm NOT pregnant.
My bestie's bf is talking shit about me, NOT nice, specially now 'cause I'm always sad and willing to cry (my period makes me feel like this) :(
Oh we took so many photos, felt like we were in a photo session :3
Some of them were cute, some not really $:
It was perfect *-*


I think my bf has some kind of problem, he has been "tired", but he looks sad to me, but he doesn't want to tell me what is going on, I'm startin' to worry :S
Somebody help meeeeeeeeee please ?

I just read everything I just wrote I look bipolar, right ? WEIRD.

EXAMS!! S:

Hi xx
I'm taking prep classes for the 9th grade exams, how boring right ? :$
Well supposedly it is for the entire class, but most of them don't give a shit, maybe I should do same, but I actually want to be someone in life. Even going to damn classes I'm not really interested, at first when I thought of it, I had the idea of fun, forget class, friends and boyfriend. But guess what, there are only a few people in the classes, and the ones that are, even being some of my closest friends, they really want to study for the exam, so it's not fun. My boyfriend is going to fail the year, he is going to take a course with computers and shit. It is good for him maybe he will raise his grades, I really hope so. I'm a bit sad because I always thought we were going to the same school, since we've been actual friends, when we started dating, even more, but it looks like it is not going to happen so... :(
I just want him to be successful and happy, with me of course xD Just kidding :D
But hey what kind of girlfriend would I be if I don't worry about him ?
He could at least come to the prep classes no ? Just to be with me, no need to study xD
I'm bored at home, I've got nothing to do here, I want to go out with my friends,but their parents don't let them, really stupid, whatever.
And the boyfriend can't go out either, he has to take care of his younger brothers, I would like to go to his house to help, just to be with him, but his mother probably wouldn't find it I don't know funny ? :s
Well bye :)

Me .

My name's Eduarda, I'm 14 years old.
Well I could spent hours writing about myself, but besides that being super boring it might not be true  in a couple of years, why ? I'm a teenager, we're always changing, as a person, likes, deslikes and more other boring stuff.
I'm a very unpatient person so i'm not going to write it all, if I wanted that I would write a book. No need (:
I love pink wich is a happy color, but in contrast I love black too, the color of death. 
I'm easily attached to people, one of my biggest fauls. People don't fool me, if that happens I'm not mentally healthy, for sure. 
God if you ever betray me or tell me a big lie, you are so done, I love payback :D
But if you are my friend the you can consider yourself as a happy person, I have a big ego sometimes, why can you consider yourself as a happy person ? Well I am a very cary person, I love my friends, I always help and give advices, that's why I want to be a psychologist. :)
I fell in love with my best friend, a couple of weeks ago, well I probably loved him a long time before, I just hadn't noticed. He made me notice. Thank God that happened because I'm very happy now. I wasn't. I had a boyfriend for about 5 months, I loved him a lot, but we were never together, he hanged a lot with his ex, shit, you don't to do that tou your bf/gf, that's too cruel. And you know what ? It hurted as hell, I'm glad it's over. My current bf started to do things he knew I loved, like neck kisses and other things, once in a while, during my relationship with the other one, until I realized I had fallen for him, and broke up with the other, he was broken to pieces, but he made me feel like that for 5 months, so I guess he deserved it.
Now I'm happy with my boyfriend/best friend.
I love you <3
It's all I can remember right now, but you will get to know me better in my writing (: